Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Tell me please

why -

when I have been bitching about my job for literally months on end -

searching for a new one while putting up with multiple piles of shit -

and I finally find a new job that's not sucky as hell -

I can't stop fucking crying because I am so sad about leaving??

Tonight was my last shift, and I felt like it was heartbreaking. My face is all red and nasty blotchy from crying so much and I am ugly and sad. I will miss that awful place. I hope they keep me on payroll so I can fill in now and then.

9 Comments:

Blogger Kari said...

Aww sweetie, thats what happens when we work someplace for awhile. It becomes second home and the people extended family, just like crazy family sometimes you have to part ways and it still hurts even if they were pains in the butt anyway!

7:22 AM  
Blogger Deneen said...

Unfortunately, as humans, we grow attached to people and places, even when we bitch and moan about them.

8:03 AM  
Blogger Jessi said...

*hugs*
It'll be ok. Really, it will. And you can always go back there and see them and keep in touch with some of them.

9:01 AM  
Blogger noricum said...

*hugs*

Change is stressful, but you'll get through it.

9:51 AM  
Blogger Sedie said...

this too shall pass. . . you'll be surprised at how quickly.

11:25 AM  
Blogger Heather said...

Natalie- This is the EXACT reason I havent left my job. I know it by heart, and I have some of the dearest friends there that helped me through Sissy's death. I just hate thinking about meeting new people... these people already know im half nuts! lol

Keep your chin up, good luck with everything you do hun.... you are such a good person if this job has made an attachment. We are only human.....

Hugs!! Pinches!!

2:14 PM  
Blogger Joy said...

Because you are a good person with a kind heart and HUMAN. :)

4:39 PM  
Blogger Lulu said...

hugs

12:30 AM  
Blogger Kuruku said...

I totally hear that -- I guess part of it is getting so used to a certain routine, and having that routine shaken up drastically...For me, in the past when I've despised a job and quit, usually the management is so nice about it and that makes me feel guilty, so a lot of sadness comes from there.

10:59 PM  

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